See Barky's blog for his decision to leave THIRD, which has been our expression of church. It is yet to be decided whether THIRD will continue to exist. If it does not, it leaves me in an interesting position - I find it impossible to force myself into the traditional church mould. Comments about buckling down, etc. are not welcome here, as integrity is at stake. I happen to believe this is the way God has led my life over the past few years with much realignment and heartache. So where do we go from here? I suspect the answer will not be straightforward and will involve more realignment and probably more heartache.